High Libido
kaya anak masih tahap puber aja... cuman beneran kok,heran aja.... normal ato engga sih?
hummm... i hope this is normal 4 me!
butuh penyaluran?wakakaka.. aduh.. pusing deh kalo ngomongin soal ini... ga akan ada habisnya.
bikin suntuk...
Fine Again
It seems like every day?s the same
and I?m left to discover on my own
It seems like everything is gray
and there?s no color to behold
They say it?s over and I?m fine again, yeah
Try to stay sober feels like I?m dying here
And I am aware now of how
everything?s gonna be fine one day
Too late, I?m in hell I am prepared now,
seems everyone?s gonna be fine
One day too late, just as well
I feel the dream in me expire
and there?s no one left to blame it on
I hear you label me a liar
?cause I can?t seem to get this through
You say it?s over, I can sigh again, yeah
Why try to stay sober when I?m dying here
And I am aware now of how
everything?s gonna be fine one day
Too late, I?m in hell
I am prepared now,
seems everyone?s gonna be fine
One day too late; just as well
And I?m not scared now.
I must assure you,
you?re never gonna get away
And I?m not scared now.
And I?m not scared now. No?
I am aware now of how
everything?s gonna be fine one day
Too late, I?m in hell
I am prepared now
seems everyone?s gonna be fine
One day too late, just as well
I am prepared now,
seems everything?s gonna be fine for me
For me; for myself.
For me, for me, for myself
For me, for me, for myself
Empty Brain
..duh,,ga tau deh... kenapa jadi gampang terbawa suasana n pengaruh kaya gini... resign again???
bah I HATE this situation!!! emang susah sih yach nemuin sesuatu yang cocok...
apalagi ditambah masalah beranthem mulu ama orang yg gue sayang!!!
cuman gue udah banyak ngalah..n mikir..gue ga mau terus2an dalam tekanan,gue kudu keluar dari sesuatu yg udah bikin gue muak... suck!
yah...gue ngerasa udah ngelakukan kesalahan...kesalahan yg bener2 menyakitkan...ughhh
make me sick!
apa sih yg ada dipikirannya sehingga dia seenaknya ngatur gue sana sini...
mau marahpun juga percuma... toh semua udah terjadi,picik..egois... blah blah blah!
I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain,
‘Cause I’m broken when I'm open And I don’t feel like i am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonsome And i don't feel rite when your gone away
You're gone away; You don't feel me here anymore
The worst is over now and we can breathe again I wanna hold you high,
you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away
You're gone away; You don't feel me here anymore.
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Nightmare
UHmmm... gue rasa semua juga pasti pernah ngalamin kali yach...yg namanya mimpi..tapi...kalau minpi buruk?who want?
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gue duduk diantara pasir putih,sambil sesekali mandang birunya laut yang tampak tenang.entah dimana gue sendiri juga ga tau tempat itu.
gadis kecil itu berlari..sambil bermain air...bermain pasir..tertawa riang.... gue jd ikud tersenyum melihatnya.. ah.. seandainya.... pikiran melambung.
tanpa sadar gadis kecil itu udah duduk disamping gue... "lagi apa kk?" tanya dia malu-malu,
"..er.. loh..kamu sendirian,sama siapa?" gue balik tanya.
dia cuma senyum,trus berlari dengan cueknya sambil tertawa-tawa... sebelum sempat menjauh gadis kecil itu berteriak.."kk...kk..jgn melamun disitu,kk mending segera pergi dari situ!" teriaknya lantang.
"heh.." gue ga ngerti apa yg dia maksudkan.. gue terusin mandang lautan.
tiba-tiba gue kaget.. gadis kecil itu meronta-ronta..."ga mau,ga mauuu...aku pgn maen ayah!.."
...... gue berlari mendekat... "er.. ada apa om..?"...aduh om..mohon lepasin dia om,jgn kasar.."
sambil melotot dia membentak gue..."jgn ikut campur setan!!!" sambil terus menyeret gadis kecil itu...,tp sebelum sempat menjauh,gadis kecil itu berhasil melepaskan diri lalu lari.
tapi malang... gadis itu tersungkur..mukanya menyongsong pasir dan batu karang... gue teriaakkk... arghhh tp terlambat..... gue ga percaya akan apa yg gue lihat.... orang tua itu tampak marah ke gue... gue didorong sampe gue tersungkur... lalu perlahan dia mundur...
gue panik ,ternyata dia mengambil pistol dari balik bajunya... tanpa basa basi..."DOR"!!!!!
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tubuh gue serasa kesemutan,limbung... pandangan mata gue rabun... perlahan tangan gue mati sebelah... gue mencoba memegang sesuatu..tapi susah..... tau-tau gelap,.........
perlahan gue merasa terbang... gue melihat tubuh gue terkapar dipasir... gue coba sekuat tenaga untuk turun..tapi ga bisa..gue terus melayang...
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sampai akhirnya gue teriak...... hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... ngos2an... terbangun...
what the....
knp gue mimpi kaya gini?
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Nightmare lying here in the dark
Scared like my dreams made their mark
I wonderDreamer always alone
Lost in a part of myself I can't find anymore
I wonder if it's gonna end tonight
I can't sleep alone anymore I need you here with me
Even though I closed all the doors
There's somethin' holdin' me
* Never Ending Nightmare Always there instead of you
Never Ending Nightmare No escape this time from you
Lately been around someone new
Needed to fill in the space
That once sheltered you
Still I worry, if you're gonna be alright
I can't sleep alone anymore Need someone here with me
All I ever wanted and more ,My dreams are fighting for
** Never Ending Nightmare,Always there instead of you
Never Ending Nightmare,Punishing me for the things I do
Never ending Nightmare,No escape this time from you
